তুমি মন ছিলে মনে মনে
তুমি মন ছিলে স্বপনে-গোপনে,
আর কত কী যে ছিলে মন
মন আমি বুঝিতে না পাই
মন আমি বুঝিতে না পাই।

তুমি ছিলে আমার মন যে
তুমি ছিলে আমার আশা যে,
তুমি ছাড়া মন আর কিছু নাই
আমি আছি ভীষণ ভাবনায়
আমি আছি ভীষণ ভাবনায়।

হলো শেষ প্রেমিকা আজ
এলো বিষম দুঃখের পালা,
জীবনে প্রেমের পরা সাজ
হলো শূন্য মনের মালা।
পরাভব মানব যদি মন
বলো জীবন একি সার,
পাথরে আছে যে চেতন
আমাতে নেই আমি যে আর।

জীবনের খেলা
শেষ হবে কোন বেলা
তেমন স্মরণেও নেই কিছু,
কেবল ছুটব আর ছুটব
থামব না কিছুতেই
ঘটে যাক যতকিছু।

আমার চিন্তা এবং কর্ম
আমার অনুভূতি এবং ধর্ম---
আমি আবেগতাড়িত অনায়াসে,
আমার অজানা প্রয়াসে।

প্রেমের বাঁধন ছিড়ে গেল যে
মায়ায় মায়ায় আমি ভোর যে---
আমি নাই আমাতে যে আর,
আমার জীবন শুধু তোমার
আমার জীবন শুধু তোমার;
আমি ছিলাম শুধু তোমার
আমি ছিলাম শুধু তোমার।

এবং অনেক প্রকার অনন্য ভাবনা আমাকে
গুলিয়ে ফেলছে আমার মধ্যে---
আমি চলছি চলছি আমার জানা নেই
আমাকে টানছে আমার নিয়তি।

এবং এই একটি মুহূর্ত তোমাকে নিয়ে ভাবলাম,
পরক্ষণে আবার ভাবব যদি তোমাকে---
আমার ভাবনাগুলো আসবে একের পর এক।

জীবনটা কিনা রীতিমতো অভিনয়,
আমার অঙ্গে রঙ্গে ঢঙ্গে কেবল বিনয়;
আমার ভিতরের বাহির হবে?
এহেন অবস্থার সম্পূর্ণ বিলয়।

অহেতুক কতো কথা বলি---
তোমাকে নিয়ে আর জগতকে নিয়ে আর কখনো বা
একদম অচেতনে মনে মনে চলি।

অহেতুক হাত চলতে চায় কলমের খোঁচায় খোঁচায়
খচখচ করে খাতার উপরে কাগজের উপরে আর
ডায়েরীর পাতায় পাতায়।

অহেতুক মনে আসে যায়---
অপ্রতিরুদ্ধ ভাবনায় ভাবনায়
তোমাকে আমাকে কল্পনায় দিন চলে যায়।

A human being is sure to go through/enter into the eternity after death. This eternity might be of very happy & peaceful one or might be of very unhappy & sorrowful one depending on individual's doings & beliefs on earth.

তোমার ভেতরের পরতটা
কী জানি কেমন---
আমার পরতের হদিস নেই,
তোমার বাহির আমারও বাহির
বাহিরের পরতের দরকার নেই।

আচ্ছা আমাকে ভালোবাসো কেন এতো?
সে কথা জানি না তো---
জানার কথাও তো নয়,
হয় তো বা সে কথা একদম মনোগত।

ও আচ্ছা সে কথা!
তবে কেন ভালোবাসা রঙিন পাখার মতো?
আশ্চর্য তুমি আমাকে করলে তো!
আমি মানতে পারি ভালোবাসা অনেক আকর্ষণ,
কিন্তু একদম বুঝি না কারণ।

অই তো একটি সুন্দর ডানাওয়ালা পাখি,
আর যেমন মনে স্বপ্নের ছবি আঁকি;
এই-ই শেষ আমি হারিয়ে গেলাম মনে---
অথবা জানি না জানি না
আমি নিজেও
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তুমি মনেতে ছিলে আমারি
তুমি মনেতে ছিলে সুন্দরই,
তুমি ছিলে আশা তুমি ছিলে ভাষা
তুমি মনেতে মন ছিলে বাহারি,
তুমি মনেতে মন বল কাহারি?

এই জনমের ফাঁকির মতো absolute সত্য আর নেই,
আর তুমি যদি মিথ্যা নও---
আমার কোন আবদার নেই,
কোনও রকম ছলাকলায় কেটে যাক সময়।
মহাজাগতিক গন্তব্যের দিকে
টেনে নিয়ে যাক তোমাকে আমাকে।

নির্ঘুম রাত পার হয়ে গেল
তোমাকে ভেবেই,
বহুদূরের কোন এক অজানায়
সাজানো রয়েছ তুমি,
তোমার আবছায়া আবহমান অন্তরে---
শুধু মনে হলো।

There are two kinds of people on earth. One kind of people do not know that they are on the true path. Another kind of people do not know that they are on the wrong path. Again, both kinds of people think that they are on the true path. This is a very complex & surprising matter. Friend, please give some serious thoughts over this.

এই পথে অই পথে
সব পথে চলব,
ফূর্তিতে মেতে মেতে
যত খুশি গলব।

কোলাহল টোলাহল
কতো মজা দুনিয়া,
আনন্দতে গলগল
কতো কি যে শুনিয়া।

ভাল লাগে ভাল লাগে
সবখানে আগে আগে,
আমি কতো কি যে জানি
আমি সবিশেষ প্রাণী।

আমার যদি থাকতো
জনমের ভালোবাসা---
হয়তো কোন অজুহাত ছাড়াই তোমাকে ভালোবাসতাম অহরহ।
এখন তো আমার তেমন নয়---
ভালোবাসাকে আমি খুঁজে পাই না,
ভালোবাসা আমাকে পায় কদাচিত্‍।

আমি জানি না কে আছে ইন্দ্রজিত্‍
তা থাক,
ভালোবাসার জিঞ্জিরে যদি থাকতাম---
তবু ভালো ছিল,
তবু ভালোবাসতে তুমি আমাকে হয় তো বা।

যদি আমার থাকতো
অস্পন্দ একটি হৃদয়---
হায় দুঃখ!
তবে হয়তো সাধারণের উর্ধ্বে আমি ভালোবাসার পিঞ্জরে তোমাকে পেতাম।
আশ্চর্য আমার চেতনা!

কে জানে? কেন এমন নিরন্তর বিরহ!

এই মুহূর্তটিতে তুমি ভাবছো আসমান
চাঁদ তারা আর গ্রহরা অসমান,
আমি ভাবছি তুমি, তোমার মগজের ধার---
শত শত মগজের কেমন প্রকার!
তুমি বসে ভাবছো ফুল আর পাখি
আমি ভাবছি মন---শত শত মন
একেকটি মনের একেক ধরণ,
আর তোমার হৃদয়ের আঁখি।

তোমাকে পাব বলে আমার দুরাকাঙ্ক্ষা
আমার নিস্পৃহ জীবনের অলস ভালোবাসায়।
তোমাকে দেখবো বলে আমার ক্ষীণ আশা
আমার মরে যাওয়া প্রদীপের কামনায়।
তোমাকে ছোঁব বলে আমার স্পর্ধার রীতিমত বাড়াবাড়ি,
আমার মরণ হোক যাতনায়।

মস্তিষ্কের এলোপাতাড়ি আলোড়ন থেকেই আমি হইতো বা লিখি
বিচিকিচ্ছি সব কথা।
সুবোধ অন্তর বলে কিছুই নেই আমার ভেতরে আর
হর হামেশায় কী এক অদ্ভুত রকম দাপাদাপি আমি টের পাই---
অবশ্য সান্ত্বনার কথা যে বাইরের দিক থেকে আমার ভেতরের সে রাগঢাক
একেবারেই ম্রিয়মাণ।

আজন্ম আমাকে অভিনয় করে চলতে হচ্ছে মনের বিরুদ্ধেই,
মনের প্রতিক্রিয়াগুলো হোচট খেয়ে তাল সামলাতে পারছে না,
অথচ অভিনয় ঠিকই চলছে।

বাহ্য পরিবেশের সাথে একশভাগ খাপ খাওয়াতে হচ্ছে অন্তর না চাইলেও।
এমনি এমনি গতানুগতিকতায় পার করে দিতে হচ্ছে সব সময়টুকু।
আর এমন না হলে হইতো উম্মাদের পর্যায়ে চলে যাব অচিরেই।

What would I want from you---
Nothing except mind,
Otherwise you do whatever you like:


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I SEE RED

I see red
You blue,
Or
If I see blue
You red!

I am a dot
You are a lot,
I am the sky
You are the air,
I am here
You are there,
This is play
Play of heart!!!

What I want
Do I know that?
What's of that constant sound in my inner province?
I am very fatigued very sensitive.

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I really don't know what to say about my own existence. I am becoming more more astounded about this. Time has no finishing line of its own, but my own time is diminishing moment by moment. What should I do to tackle the situations at this moment? For these reasons, I am not being able to enjoy my day-to-day life normally. What will be there after my demise? Dear reader, do you have any say about all of these?

My miraculous existence!!!

I am in great meditation.

I cannot say where I am moving to & where my ultimate destination is.

I do not understand understand understand----

My miraculous existence!!!

Everywhere there are plays of eternity—
As in my life
So in your life;
We are proceeding there with imperceptible motion           Where to go we are for! 

All of us should remember

All of us should remember that life is not only a dream, it is a great reality based upon eternity and fixed by the Almighty. There is nothing solid beyond this truth. Our life is limited by the timelimit again fixed by the Almighty. We come here once and leave the world or universe forever. But if we have a firm belief on the Almighty, we will enter into a world of eternity, which is full of happiness, amazement & miracle. So, for a human being on this earth, the most valuable thing is his/her unquestionable or absolute belief on the Great Almighty. As an intellectual human being, a person must not deny the fact that rather s/he will agree to leave out the whole cosmos but not the absolute belief on the Almighty because, even if, s/he could obtain the whole cosmos, s/he will never be able to achieve immortality here on earth.

What is the most valuable thing for a human being in this cosmos? It is the most priceless question for a person forever on this planet. One must not avoid this question. As I said before, we come here once on this planet. One must find out the answer to this question & obtain that thing in one’s lifetime. Otherwise, it will be absolutely futile coming to this world and going out of it. Dear reader, I will answer the question in my next article.  

Do not run after this paltry life

The term ‘afterlife’ has made me seriously thoughtful & confident of my worldly life. I am 100% confident that after my death, I am going to meet an eternal life; a life which only starts after death but does not end at any time. The afterlife may be of very happy one or it may be of seriously unhappy one depending on one’s good work on earth and belief on the Almighty. But there are other qualifications & prerequisites, which are needed to go to the place of happiness after death. One must be serious about one’s afterlife because it is a oneway route. There are no return tickets from afterlife to this world or another world. So, one must take steps ahead thinking very critically on this matter. I think that one should go through serious research in one’s life because comparing to the eternal life, this mundane life is nothing. Actually, our mundane life is a single drop of water from all the oceans or water bodies of the world & our afterlife is not only all the oceans of the world but also all the oceans of the cosmos (or cosmoses). So, one must not spend one’s lifetime running after this paltry life, rather find out proper path for one’s success in one’s afterlife.

Every creature dies here on earth

We live in a mundane world. Once born, every creature dies here on earth. No one is immortal here. Even a lifeless thing would be completely destroyed one day in the faraway future. But a human being (even in a tiny creature) has an inner desire to live forever happily. This desire is not a matter of joke, but is based upon eternity; that is, each desire of a human being will surely be fulfilled in his/her afterlife if he or she can attain heaven not hell there. But there are some preconditions for being qualified for a heaven from the Creator. A wise human being must inquire about the preconditions to obtain a heaven. A person has a desire to get married to thousands of persons, but it is seemingly impossible here on earth. But it is my stanch belief that in our afterlife (in heaven but not in hell) we will be able to get married to innumerable persons. All of our unfulfilled desires will be smoothly implemented in our afterlife. 

Afterlife is a must

It is my great belief that afterlife is a must. There is no uncertainty about this very matter. Otherwise, life on earth, especially for human beings, is a kind of curse; not curse, more than that. Life was created, and each moment it is being created by the Creator. So, it is certain that the Creator is not so unmindful or imprudent that he should create lives for a specific period of time on earth & then the lives would die forever. That matter is quite impossible & baseless.

It is extremely difficult to know the unknown. Similarly, it is extremely difficult to know the nature of the Creator, Time, Eternity & Kosmos. At one time, in the very remote past, everything was absent except the Creator. Subsequently, the Creator thought that He should create such such things & then He created things one by one in steps.

Nothingness or nonexistence is very peculiar to think about.

Nothingness or nonexistence is very peculiar to think about. It is completely weird to think that we are not present in this cosmos. It is also absolutely impossible to guess that the cosmos itself is not existent. So, now, it is a great question to anyone: was there any starting point of this cosmos? Again, was there any starting point of time? Will there be any concluding point of this cosmos? Will there be any concluding point of time? Many questions are there related to these topics. All answers must be met if we hypothesize that all the things in this cosmos (or cosmoses) (including the cosmos itself) were created by the Creator Himself. But nothing or nobody created the Creator. Otherwise, all the answers must remain unanswered.

It seems to me that everything in this cosmos is related to some kind of miracle. That is, all are miraculous in this cosmos. The cosmos itself is unimaginable. So, why is this cosmos? What is this cosmos for? For what reason? Every question must have an answer? No, that is not the case. Surely, the Creator created this cosmos for reasons unknown to many of us. But many of us know the reasons behind the creation of this cosmos. How many cosmoses are there? Please leave that question. Taking one cosmos into consideration, I want to proceed into the future. If one cosmos resolves our problems, more than one cosmos won’t create any doubts in our minds.

Immeasurable Vacuum

I just want to think that life is very positive, optimistic, and there are many examples of optimism around us. Life is again very realistic; that is, our real life is based on real grounds. If we seriously think, we see that our existence itself is very miraculous. Why? We could be nonexistent; everything in this cosmos could be absent. Then what? The whole cosmos could remain an immeasurable vacuum. 

A man or woman has come to this world. For what? What is his/her task here on earth? S/he will grow day by day. S/he will know, learn many things here. S/he will learn a skill for taking up his/her profession. S/he will get married one day. One day, they will have children. Ultimately, one day, they will become old and die. S/he must think about all of this lifecycle. Because s/he should not be confined or imprisoned or caged by this paltry life (in the sense that life is too short), s/he should think over and over again about life & death. And I believe, this thought must bring some good to the thinker in the long run.

Who is the most intelligent person in the world? Who is the richest? Who is the wisest?  The man who does not love the mundane world is the most intelligent person in the world. The man who is happy with what he has is the richest person in the world. The man who is not beguiled or hypnotized by the mundane/ordinary world is the wisest person on this earth.

What for Title?

1       I have fallen in discordance of thought, I always am thinking cyclically of the beginning & the end of life.

2)      If I had not to sleep, It seems to me, I would have been very very happy~~ TIME IS A GREAT FACTOR IN THIS MUNDANE WORLD.

3)      A human being is not created for being destroyed forever here on earth, but created for living forever into eternity after death.

4)      I want many things, have many choices in life, but where will all of my desires be fulfilled?

Discordance of thought

I have fallen in discordance of thought,

I always am thinking cyclically of the beginning & the end of life.

I have found no solution of this game

In the pattern of light & shade.

Breadth

                   

I was much absorbed in inner meditation,

Now I realize the inner soul is the main thing.

Cause this body will rot-the soil will be swallowing its food.

But there will lay aside the internal sense in the background.

I again understand, again my sensibility

Rises when this body of earth lies soulless—

I am in a state as to what to do.

 As I am a fool & I comprehend at intervals

All is irrational—so I find my soul—

Besides it, no other activities suit me.

My mind was inlaid—

Cause I was not versed much in numerous things.

My mere offering was—of what so much breadth in place out of sight?

Unanswered Questions

                        Some questions may not have answers; e.g. a) Time flies very fast backward; is there any ending point of time forward? b) I am very anxious, one day I will not live any longer here on earth, I will dive into eternity forever, what will be my consequences? c) What is there beyond cosmos? d) Where are we proceeding second by second? e) Where can we find supreme happiness, peace & relief?

I am in absorption

                                                                   

      I am in absorption

       Over there

        I can’t see

       Anything within time       
       Can you see?        

I AM IN GREAT HASTE

I am in great haste

For thinking of you

At the bottom of my brain

Encompassed by imagination

You happiness!

                           I would remain in obsession

                           You don’t go

                           Leaving me alone,

                           Oh! Great haste

                           Taking you

                           In my sea of bliss

                           Drawn a rainbow.

                                                         You fascination

                                                         Like dreaminess

                                                         Ah! What do I do

                                                         I am desperate

                                                         For thinking of you

                                                         I am lost in myself

                                                         I am in great haste.

Life Under This Sky

  

  My heart’s tortuous motion + straight motion = ?

     I don’t know but your heart---

     My abstruse agony & melancholy

     And just ecstasy at times---

     This is just life under this sky.

My Prayer to The Almighty

How large is the universe? I can't imagine. I am absolutely in a state of not-know-what-to-do because my thoughts are muddling me within myself. My only prayer to the Almighty that I may reach the supreme place of happiness where one goes only to remain forever, not to come back again in this mundane world & where one lives happily forever.

Time & Cosmos & Eternity

                                Hi, everyone, I am not joking but seriously speaking: where are we going to? We should seriously think about our destination, ultimate destination after this cosmos, shouldn't we? Comparing to the whole eternity, from the beginning point of time (if there any) to the ending point of time (if there any also), we stay a very very very small portion of time here in this cosmos; and then we go out of this cosmos forever never to come again here in this cosmos. Actually, all of us, inevitably, are just entering into the deep ocean of eternity, which has no starting point of time & no concluding point of time. A VERY THOUGHTFUL MATTER REGARDING TIME & COSMOS & ETERNITY.

Today I am on EARTH

                                       Today I am on earth, but tomorrow will I be on earth? I will be under earth. How miraculous! If I think about this matter deeply, I am thrilled & puzzled as to what to do. Everyone should think about this seriously, shouldn't they?               

You Remain As You Are

                             My heart’s uneasiness

Thought’s disorder

And other inner disorders---

As if I halt on my way life,

So are the consequences of my bad mentality---You remain, remain as you are.

Mind

What would I want from you?

Nothing except for mind.

Or you do do whatever you like.

I may want merely a property

But it will be hard expressing my mind,

Otherwise mind would be filled with hopes.

Is sensation only of my mind?

You are not inclined to express your mind.

Else mind would cross the sea of life.

What would it be looking around?

If not the flag of mind would fly.

Or mind would become the king of mind.

I See Red You Blue!

    I see red

 You blue

 Or

 If I see blue

 You red!

 I am a dot

 You are a lot

 I am the sky

 You are the air

 I am here

 You are there

 This is play

 Play of heart!

LIFE IS VERY BEAUTIFUL

                                   

  

    Life is very beautiful---

  But will you make it ugly with many buts?

  But where did you get that thought?

  I am seated for thinking of kosmos---
  I am absorbed in only eternity!

Eternity means WHAT?

                           Eternity means what? Time will not end at any time. After all of our death, time will go on & go on. He or she will never stop to proceed on towards his/her destination. But where is his/her destination? Why does he/she fly on without any rest? What is his/her motive? The whole universe will, at one time, face destruction without any suspicion. So, shouldn't we know the nature of eternity?

Supreme Relief in Death

     It is just the eternity which is very certain in life,

                      Let the others be uncertain---

                      And in that is my supreme relief in death.

Supramundane Speech

                              Would I tell you some supramundane speech?
                              You laugh only miraculously;
                              Your pupils of the eyes tell me---
                              Endless talk.
                              Where I am & where I am not
                               At this unearthly time! 
                          

Boundary of Eternity

                                 I am beneath the space
                                 And you,
                                 I look above
                                 In perturbed agony
                                 And simply helpless---
                                 I have no more courage to proceed along the boundary of eternity.

Plays of Eternity

             

Whose creations are these?

This cosmos

And me?

Far far away

As far as my mind goes

I look!

Wow I am thrilled and astonished

I cannot do anything

My heart bubbles up (over)

Blue sky

Lotus

Moonlight

And so on

So on

I am no more in me!

Everywhere there are plays of eternity!

The Chariot of Eternity

                              You won't be able to sharpen life,
                               I mean, life cannot be sharpened;
                               Life is itself sharpened beforehand.
                               Then what is the solution?
                               Solution is in the path of eternity,
                               You just ride on the chariot of eternity,
                                And He is the only solution.